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Happy New Year 2005!!!!!!!!!!!!! [30 Dec 2004|08:39pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]

Well, 2004 wasn't that bad (if you remember the good times of course) even that terrible things happened this year like the one last week, I had some good memories, anyway. You can't erase all the good thing for some bad things. So, Do i want to celebrate New year's eve? Sure, I want to, but I'm sad with all these disasters, because I think...So many people are having the worst days of their lives right now, and here i am all fine and happy thinking of having a marvelous time tonight, meanwhile they are not, and that makes me feel terrible in the end!!! Am i self center? Am i a bloody selfish? but I think ... We didn't go through all that stuff. So, we should feel lucky and thankful for that right now and Celebrate that in some way! We are alive! and We gotta be positive and think that this upcoming year 2005 is going to be better than 2004 for all of us including these people who are suffering. I think that is worst get sad because sadness brings more sadness!! So, let's have some hope and pray. Now, I want to say: bye bye 2004, better go soon without taking more lives on your way!, So we can still remember you as a good year because you were that.

So, here are my wishes for all of you! I hope you and all your loved ones have a wonderful new year! full of joy, health, peace & love and I wish all your dreams & all your new resolutions come true. So, you can feel that you grew so much more as a person and you took full advantage of this year and it turned out just great!!! I wish that you can have amazing surprises! and beautiful things to remember and this way you can appreciate life more than ever as I Just did with this last year!! have fun!! you deserve it! and God bless you!
all the best! ;)
sincerely
Ursie

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[28 Sep 2004|05:11pm]
[ mood | complacent ]

I love september!! well, I watched the last episode of Sex and the city!! it's so sad that it end, but it had a nice, pretty funny ending, anyway. My friend Naldy came because her birthday is today, but she could go to spend the day with her family or friends but eve that her mom pays her all her studies, she leaves her without food, and even that her uncle is the major of one district, and he comes full of gifts for everyone when he travels, life is not like that, it's not just paying and want to be a dad for her and say all kinda sh** to her, they don't know all what she is living, all what she went through, they don't know how lost she is, and even that i'd like to tell them, i kinda know that it's going to be worse, besides it's kinda late, they should have known for their own, but they are not for her, just money think it's the best, my friend went to cuzco and now she behaves like a slut, she sleeps with anyone she wants not like american or australian girls who have been raised in a different way, with NALDY is a bad behave. She has girl friends who are hookers, and drugdealers, they use and sell cocaine and marihuana, and Naldy's family don't care aboute her, she asked for some money where she was in cuzco and they didn't care, naldy can be sometimes bad, she can yell, say bad things, she might get worse and hit rock botton i don't know what to do, she doesn't have sex for love, she just do it for pleasure as a hobby, as a sport, she thinks she knows men and she can handle everything with that, she think she has te power and she is the one who uses them, Poor girl!!! maybe both use each other but not just her, i don't want to judge her anymore, i thought of just going away from her 'cos i don't consider her my best friend not after she showed me that she showed envy, and answer me lots of times like I'm stupid, besides i gave her all my advices and she didn't listen, but i think i might be stupid for still having her in my life but a bad person would leave her, not me, i will show her who is the biggest person here, i will show her how to behave... she behaves with me different not as a whore when she goes out with me to a club, so that's good, it's just that she doesn't have personality, she is like chamaleon!! and that's bad! too much influence!! if she unless could go out with good people, most of the people of le cordon bleu Peru use drugs, x, fungis, whatever, and her ex stupid boyfriend broke her noise for the very first time giving her cocaine, the same one who said to her that she looked fat and she had ugly hair everything in front of me, io don't know hoe many mistakes she will have to do to realize!!!!!! she said i don't read books to learn and behave, i learn by experience!! and it's not always like that, Ignorant!!! Books are for something!! Read lazy!! so, she might get hiv because she doesn't want to know, hust by experience then!! stupid!! GRRR!!!I don't want to judge but i can't help it!! i know people make mistakes and all people can think I'm Mrs perfect too critical, well, I'm virgo but eventhough it's not like that!!!! I'd be unfair if i critize something like Claire forgot to close her door of her house and thieves came to her house and steal everything but this! she knows, but I'm sad for her, Naldy's family don't care a sh** for her, and she knows it, so I'm lucky because she might have lots of flaws but she is a good girl, deep inside!! and if i helped her is because she has been good to me in the old times!! and because i appreciate that and i care about her i want to help her and I'm glad that she decided to come to my house, because if she did it that means she knows that we all (my mom, my sister) love her, and that's good. Naldy probably is going to France next year, and I'm happy for her. I hope things change!!
well, i gotta go
Ursie

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[27 Sep 2004|05:11pm]
My cousin Carmen came from Frankfurt on Sunday, and we went to the airport, I was so happy for her, oh! she looked so great!!! Tanner, and thinner. she had lots of big bags full of gifts (presents for everyone) just that, not so much clothes because she is coming back to Germany next month, she gave me some italian pants who i particularly love, because they look so cool and chic!! and she gave me two tops, one look very cute and sweet, it's white and the other one look very fresh and it's pink, and well, the best gift that i got was a huge chocolate, is so huge (the size of my arm) and i just want to eat it!!!!!!!!!!! i look at it and eat it, after a little while i see it again and i want to eat it again! hahaha, i can't help it, eating is one of my biggest passions, the good thing is that i don't get fat because in that case, there would be a problem a huge one, "Me obese"!!! hahaha. Well, besides of eating my chocolate like crazy! My cousin came with a friend from Switzerland, her name is Susanne, She is a very nice girl, my cousin Carmen met her in the plane, they sat together, and well, i know what's like... I have like 3 friends from the plane, too. Besides of all the flight attendants that i met, some girls and some cute boys!! hehehe. And without talking all the people that i met in the airports waiting for my next flight. I love to be flying in the plane, I enjoy so much being with people, that's why I want to be a flight attendant, well, i have lots of things that i would like to be, but everything has to be in order, one by one... Well, continuing with i was talking about, Susanne stayed at my house because it's closed to the airport, So, I took her to the airport yesterday, she was going to Cusco, and well, i gave her lots of tips. She was very happy and excited with idea of going there, Lucky girl! well, i gotta go now.
Ursie
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[20 Sep 2004|05:09pm]
well, I talked to my sister today, oh gosh i miss her but i know she is good there in Australia, oh, i miss this country too. I miss my family and friends!!! :( My friend Jen wrote me a letter the other day and she told me that she is in Tassie, now. She lives there, and she told me that if i go again, it'd be great if i go down there to see her. Well I hope to go to Tazmania next time, now i have a big excuse :P
Ursie
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[19 Sep 2004|05:05pm]
[ mood | amused ]

well, Things are great, I had so much fun in my 21th birthday! I went to a club on saturday to celebrate my birthday with some friends after having some drinks in one of my friends house, it was good!! I came back at 5am, and i had a good sleep until 11am, i know, not so much, but it's just that my dad came to see me with my birthday cake and after that more relatives and friends came, so i had to stay awake.
Well, this month is everytging about cousins, My cousin Carmen is coming from Frankfurt this sunday, I can't wait and my cousin Teresa is giving birth to a girl any time soon, so we all are waiting for the baby!
Ursie

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[12 Sep 2004|05:03pm]
[ mood | happy ]

Yay! My birthday is Today! Yippie!!!!!!!!!!!!
Yeee Mi cumplea?os es hoy, Yupi!!!!!!!!!!!
I turned 21 years old, Cumpli 21 años!
I just want to say that / Solo queria decir eso! :P
Ursie

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[11 Sep 2004|04:48pm]
[ mood | amused ]

Well, this is my last day of being 20 years old! I will miss it! it was a good year, after all the fun i had! I can't forget, and i won't! what a memories!!!!!!!but since tomorrow I will be 21 years old! So i will be on age around the world!! yay! parties and more parties! hahaha!
well, see ya
Ursie

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[04 Sep 2004|04:11pm]
[ mood | amused ]

Yesterday, I talked to my uncle Cosme by msn using the webcam and after that i talked to my nephews and niece from Rio de Janeiro, Pablo, Pedro and carlihna, too. And it was very funny!! there was this friend called Andressa with them, too. And all of them were fighting to be on the computer and talk to me :P It was very cute and crazy! And I talked to my cousin Piero, too. I was kinda worried for him because he lives in Miami and the hurricane Frances is there, so I wanted to know how was he and my other cousin Ricky.
My grandma is with me and my mom, and everything is good.
Today, It's my friend's Birthday! So, I wanted to say Happy Birthday Jennifer!! I can't be able to go and see her, today, because I feel sick with the flu, and it's kinda cold outside. I don't want get worse! but I really wanted to see her and meet her little baby Matias, that i still don't know, but i guess I will do it in another time, when i get better, because i don't want the baby get sick.
Well, My dad came to see me today, and he had lunch with us. My dad and mom are divorced but they are friends now. It's incredible!
Ursie

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[23 Aug 2004|08:29am]
[ mood | touched ]

Angel
Sarah Mclachlan

Spend all your time waiting
for that second chance
for a break that would make it okay
there's always some reason
to feel not good enough
and it's hard at the end of the day
I need some distraction
oh beautiful release
memories seep from my veins
let me be empty
oh and weightless then maybe
I'll find some peace tonight

In the arms of the angel
fly away from here
from this dark cold hotel room
and the endlessness that you feel
you are pulled from the wreckage
of your silent reverie
you're in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort here

So tired of the straight line
and everywhere you turn
there's vultures and thieves at your back
the storm keeps on twisting
you keep on building the lies
that you make up for all that you lack
it don't make no difference
escaping one last time
it's easier to believe
in this sweet madness oh
this glorious sadness that brings me to my knees

In the arms of the angel
fly away from here
from this dark cold hotel room
and the endlessness that you feel
you are pulled from the wreckage
of your silent reverie
you're in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort here
you're in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort here

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Thank you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! [23 Aug 2004|08:22am]
[ mood | touched ]

Two angels came to my life once, The first angel who came, was J, and he came in the worst moment of my life, he came giving me Hope, even that i still don't know if i will make my dream come true, I remember that i was going through the worst moments of my life alone, my sister wasn't there, and my dad were fighting all the time for getting the divorce. And my mom was sad. And I was sick, I couldn't even breath well, my heart hurt, and I couldn't eat, my throat was bad, I choke every time with any meal!! even with juice,! it was terrible!!!!!!!!! I lost so many weight, and I got nervous every time it was time that i have to eat, because i was afraid of dying!! And I got to eat just a half of bread all day once, not because i didn't want to. Because i couldn't. I didn't know what i had, and i was worried, doctors didn't know either, but even that i wanted to live, because i love life, i feel that i might die, It wasn't something that i created unconsciously, no and it wasn't depression, becuase people thought that i was like that because my sister left for to australia the first time, and it wasn't like that because i choke once before my sister goes, and she was there, so, some other people thought that i was getting sad before she goes, but it wasn't that, either. the thing that i love most in life is eating and i couldn't do it. and I wanted to do it. But after i get sick, i saw so many reasons to live I appreciate life more than ever and i cried lots of times becuase i was afraid that I was going to die. My friend Mary came, she got into a big fight with her parents, and she didn't have a place to stay, so i offered my house, she stayed there, and she had anorexy. She didn't want to eat, Funny irony! because i was dreaming with eating and she could and she didn't want to. I talked to her, and I told her how much i wish i could eat without fear! so, since then she started to eat!I guess that maybe God let me go through a bad time so i acn help others! and i appreciate life even better.

So, J came into my life, i wrote him once like a leap or faith, but i wasn't hoping to get an answer, actually. Well, J turned to be my medicine! He wrote me a letter 01 -10- 01 a magic day the first! and i'ven never thought that i wasn't going to be so happy! he told me about what i dreamed and he would help me, He gave me hope and because of that, i have a reason to fight for living.
He gave me lots of tips but sadly no one i couldn't come true yet. He introduced me to his friends, and sometimes i think he wasn't real, or maybe somebody pretend to be him, but anyway that person helped me and this person doesn't know how much. But well, Maybe it wasn't meant to be to come my dream true, maybe it was just in that moment a reason to live. But he helped me anyway and I couldn't be more thankful. We lost contact long time ago, buT i still remember like an old friend, but everybody has a life to live.


My second angel, I saw him once! He was K. Whe i saw hi, I knew he had something, I thought o him, I asked God if he could help me to now how i can get in contact with him and all of the sudden I got to have his email, it came to my mind just that. it was amazing. So, i wrote him, and it was him! So unreal like J, that happened in 2002, and i didn't know what to tell him, I knew he had something to tell me. So, i told him about my other dream in life and he wrote me back, the magic day the second! he wrote me back 02- 02- 02 he gave me some advices and wish me luck. And after that he left, So, I tried to confirm if he was sent by God, and i wrote him an ecard like saying good bye, (and mostly of the guys that i meet, don't believe in God) but he got my ecard and thanked me for it. So I knew.

I didn't know how to start this update, i wanted to do it long time ago.

Well, These two guys were my angels, and the funny thing is the first letter of their names goes in the exactly order that they came to my life J, K, 01. 02. I called them and they answered me. I wish they could read this and they could know how much i appreciate what they did. Maybe they don't know how special they are for me. I know God used them to help me.

I didn't make my dreams come true, not yet, and like i said, maybe they just gave me hope so i culd continue living or maybe they acm eto make me raelize that I wasn't meant to do those dreams come true. I don't know. I will never know. I always believe in signs and days, i appreciate life and I'm happy and thankful for everything.

If you read this J someday, you know it's you. You know I used to call you both like that. I wish J. you could write me someday. Same to you K. thanks both for everything! Maybe someday we will se each other again. Maybe when i make my dream come true. Or Maybe someday in heaven.

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Thank you! [23 Aug 2004|07:11am]
[ mood | touched ]

Two angels came to my life once, The first angel who came, was J, and he came in the worst moment of my life, he came giving me Hope, even that i still don't know if i will make my dream come true, I remember that i was going through the worst moments of my life alone, my sister wasn't there, and my dad were fighting all the time for getting the divorce. And my mom was sad. And I was sick, I couldn't even breath well, my heart hurt, and I couldn't eat, my throat was bad, I choke every time with any meal!! even with juice,! it was terrible!!!!!!!!! I lost so many weight, and I got nervous every time it was time that i have to eat, because i was afraid of dying!! And I got to eat just a half of bread all day once, not because i didn't want to. Because i couldn't. I didn't know what i had, and i was worried, doctors didn't know either, but even that i wanted to live, because i love life, i feel that i might die, It wasn't something that i created unconsciously, no and it wasn't depression, becuase people thought that i was like that because my sister left for to australia the first time, and it wasn't like that because i choke once before my sister goes, and she was there, so, some other people thought that i was getting sad before she goes, but it wasn't that, either. the thing that i love most in life is eating and i couldn't do it. and I wanted to do it. But after i get sick, i saw so many reasons to live I appreciate life more than ever and i cried lots of times becuase i was afraid that I was going to die. My friend Mary came, she got into a big fight with her parents, and she didn't have a place to stay, so i offered my house, she stayed there, and she had anorexy. She didn't want to eat, Funny irony! because i was dreaming with eating and she could and she didn't want to. I talked to her, and I told her how much i wish i could eat without fear! so, since then she started to eat!I guess that maybe God let me go through a bad time so i acn help others! and i appreciate life even better.

So, J came into my life, i wrote him once like a leap or faith, but i wasn't hoping to get an answer, actually. Well, J turned to be my medicine! He wrote me a letter 01 -10- 01 a magic day the first! and i'ven never thought that i wasn't going to be so happy! he told me about what i dreamed and he would help me, He gave me hope and because of that, i have a reason to fight for living.
He gave me lots of tips but sadly no one i couldn't come true yet. He introduced me to his friends, and sometimes i think he wasn't real, or maybe somebody pretend to be him, but anyway that person helped me and this person doesn't know how much. But well, Maybe it wasn't meant to be to come my dream true, maybe it was just in that moment a reason to live. But he helped me anyway and I couldn't be more thankful. We lost contact long time ago, buT i still remember like an old friend, but everybody has a life to live.


My second angel, I saw him once! He was K. Whe i saw hi, I knew he had something, I thought o him, I asked God if he could help me to now how i can get in contact with him and all of the sudden I got to have his email, it came to my mind just that. it was amazing. So, i wrote him, and it was him! So unreal like J, that happened in 2002, and i didn't know what to tell him, I knew he had something to tell me. So, i told him about my other dream in life and he wrote me back, the magic day the second! he wrote me back 02- 02- 02 he gave me some advices and wish me luck. And after that he left, So, I tried to confirm if he was sent by God, and i wrote him an ecard like saying good bye, (and mostly of the guys that i meet, don't believe in God) but he got my ecard and thanked me for it. So I knew.

I didn't know how to start this update, i wanted to do it long time ago.

Well, These two guys were my angels, and the funny thing is the first letter of their names goes in the exactly order that they came to my life J, K, 01. 02. I called them and they answered me. I wish they could read this and they could know how much i appreciate what they did. Maybe they don't know how special they are for me. I know God used them to help me.

I didn't make my dreams come true, not yet, and like i said, maybe they just gave me hope so i culd continue living or maybe they acm eto make me raelize that I wasn't meant to do those dreams come true. I don't know. I will never know. I always believe in signs and days, i appreciate life and I'm happy and thankful for everything.

If you read this J someday, you know it's you. You know I used to call you both like that. I wish J. you could write me someday. Same to you K. thanks both for everything! Maybe someday we will se each other again. Maybe when i make my dream come true. Or Maybe someday in heaven.

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[05 Aug 2004|02:10am]
[ mood | cheerful ]

Well, things are good, My grandma is here, and she is fine, my mom and i, we went to the hospital 'cos she had to make some tests, 'cos her shoulder is sore, and we thought she might have osteoporosis, but the good news is that she needs calcium, yes, but she doesn't have osteoporosis, well, she has, but just in the arm, so she have to take care of that arm of course and try to take more pills of calcium. So, it's good!!
We are planning to hire a maid for taking care of the house, so it's going to be good for us.
well, this is just for now.

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Sofia Mulanovich!! Number One in the World!!!!!!!!! [05 Aug 2004|12:54am]
[ mood | pleased ]

I saw her on tv in Australia when she won, I couldn't believe it!! I wanted to cry!! I was so happy!!!!!!!!!!It's so exciting!! I think that people will know at least who is peruvian, and remember the name of Peru, she represents us very well, I'm so proud, the best female surfer!!!!!!!! all the people who lives outside of my country i always heard that some behaved bad like the two women who worked as a babysitter and one hit a baby and the other kidnapped the baby. Well, I'm happy that people can know that everything is not bad in Peru. Sofia lives in Peru!!!!!!
When i was in the surfers paradise, the Gold coast I met this guy named Craig, and he told me when i said hat i was peruvian, oh, there is a peruvian girl who is a surfer of the Roxy brand, i think, I said yes, Sofia Mulanovich! and he said, yes, that's her! Even that she lost in the gold coast, she is a winner I was so pleased that he knew about her!




www.roxy.com

The Determination of a Champion.


Her second year on the World Championship Tour has been quite the good one for 21 year-old Peruvian Sofia Mulanovich. She won her first WCT contest at the Roxy Pro Fiji, and went on to win the next two contests of the Tour; the Billabong Pro in Tahiti and Roxy Pro in France. In the following interview Sofia explains her passion for surfing and determination to be World Champion. This interview took place only days before she won the Roxy Pro in France.



Anna at Roxy: Going into this year, did you think that you would be doing so well?
Sofia Mulanovich: Absolutely not because I started off the year pretty bad in the Gold Coast event. You know that state when your like what am I doing I’m just tweaking it and I have to get better cause if not I’m gonna you know…. And then I was just like I’m going to keep doing it because I love surfing; and I then I went to Fiji and did good and then in Tahiti I did good!



A: Knowing you for the last couple of years, it seems like last year a lot of things just kept on getting in your way at times. This year you seemed so focused, so determined, and more confident than you did last year. Do you see that in yourself?
S: This is my second year doing the tour and last year was my first so I was just kind of getting used to it and maybe I was holding back a bit. While this year I’m just going to go for it, this year I feel good with my surfing and with my self. I’m going to try my best and try to do everything right.



A: What things do you think has helped you to have that kind of attitude? What has helped you think this way and what would you advise to others?
S: Just enjoy it and to enjoy surfing. No matter what happens in the heat you are still lucky to be there, no pressure just go out and ride and have fun. Be comfortable with what you can do in the water.



A: The Roxy Team is such a tight group and you guys are so close and are with each other constantly throughout the tour, and because the tour is so small you have to surf against each other. How is that competing against some of you best friends, like Chelsea, and competing against her and battling back and forth for your positions? How does that affect your friendships and how does that make them stronger?
S: Yeah, like me and Chelsea have always been good friends since we were grommets. We used to sit around and be like that’s rochelle and that’s Megan and wow look at them and now we are like the same. It’s pretty weird that we are both in the circuit now and competing against each other. Its crazy you know because we push each other a lot and a little rivalry is normal. We are all good friends and want the best for each other and the best will win anyways.



A: So you think it is healthy rivalry? Do you guys ever get jealous or anything of each other?
S: No I think it’s healthy, you know. I’m past that jealously thing. If she’s better than you, than you must train harder and you have to learn from people that are good instead of being jealous. That’s what I think.

A: Your rated number two right now, who knows after this contest what you’ll be rated. You never know you could end up with the first position after this contest. Do you think that a world title this year is in your reach? How confident do you feel about that? I know it’s a bold statement to make.
S: Yeah, for sure. It’s always my goal, you know. I’m trying not to get to over-amped and to always do my best. I’m still going to improve and get better and all I can do is try and do my best. We’ll see what happens.



A: Who do you think inspires you when you go out in the water, or just in free surfing?
S: My family and friends: Lisa, Chelsea, and Mel Bartels.



A: What gives you the strength doing the tour? It defiantly takes a strong person. What keeps you composed and strong and able to do this every day of your life, all year around?
S: Because we want something. We all want to be world champions. No matter what happens we’re all friends. And also you know, we have good friends. Its kind of hard sometimes, there’s always going to be good and bad days, no matter if you’re here in France surfing or you’re in the office at home. There are always good and bad days.



A: What is your favorite contest of the whole tour?
S: For sure Fiji.



A: And why do you think it’s the best?
S: Because I love that wave and I love just being on the island. Its super pretty and all the girls are here. It’s great; I love the vibe.



A: That was your first WCT win?
S: Yes.



A: So did it mean even more?
S: Yeah, it meant everything! I was so happy. It took me a long time to realize that I actually won the contest.



A: Then when you won Teahupoo how did you feel? You must have been thinking, “Oh my gosh I’m getting addicted to winning!”
S: Yeah, when I won Teahupoo I couldn’t even believe it. I was actually still trying to realize that I won Fiji. I was like “What’s going on?” Yeah, I was just really happy.



A: Going into the rest of this year how are you going to prepare yourself, both mentally and physically?
S: I’m just going to keep surfing, training, being close to God and do everything that I can to be a good person.


Have you seen her surf? Watch this video of Sofia in action at the Roxy Pro Fiji. Click Here.

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[03 Aug 2004|04:04am]
[ mood | amused ]

My cousin Daniel went to hawai and he had a blast there, he went for 10 days to play baseball, and he told me he had lots of fun. I´m so happy for him!!!!!!!!
I hope i can go to hawai someday, too!!!!!!

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[03 Aug 2004|03:15am]
[ mood | happy ]

Well, I'm happy. I'm in Peru and everything is fine, I miss my sister, but i can't do anything about it, that's life, and at least we are talking by telephone, who am i lying? it sucks!! well, the good thing is that i bought a pc!! and i have internet now in my bedroom! so I'm happy!!! I can be in contact with her and all my family and friends from Australia!
Now I'll see what i can study and maybe work, too.
well, I gotta go...

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Perú [13 Jul 2004|12:13am]
[ mood | frustrated ]

Well, in my way to Peru, I met this guy Matthew, He is from Australia, We were in the same plane all the way and we didn't meet until we got to chile, 13 hours flying and nothing, now he was there and i remember i saw him 'cos he was asking to a counter information, and some brazilian chiks talked to him and ask him if he was from brazil 'cos he spoke to the counter in portuguese and he said no I'm from Australia. Melbourne Australia and yes it was truth he looked so Aussie like Shannon Noll, the same type, black hair, white skin tall and he wasn't skinny or fat, he was in the middle, something that is good. Well, one of the brazilian girls said to the pther, of course, he looks australian, don't u see him? he doesn't look brazilian, i guess she was in Australia like us or maybe for the color of the skin she told that he was from another country. So i said yeah he looked Aussie, i said to the girls and the girls smiled but he didn't realize that i was the one who said that 'cos he turned around. Well, he said that he was speaking english 'cos he studied english and he was practicing, 'cos he was going to go to Brazil. Well, we went to check out our tickets and he started to see me, and try to pretend that he wasn't but i caught him, it was pretty funny!! Well, i decided to talk to him 'cos he looked cute i'm not going to deny it, but mostly 'cos he was from a city that i know, and i was going to stay for 6 hours in there, and i wanted to make friends, and distract a little bit of otherwise i was going to get bored, so i talked to him, i asked him: where are you going? he said to Brazil and i asked what part? and he said Rio, and you? and I answered of course Peru, after that he said I'm going to Brazil to see my fiance, see i'm engaged, and he showed me his ring!!!!! his ring!! he had a ring!! i don't know if it was a custom, tradition of Brazil or Australia that the guys take a ring with them But in that moment he is married, no wait he said his engaged, and he said twice!!! maybe he is married and he is saying that he is engaged!! i don't know but it was weird, i didn't know about a engagement ring for Men, for Women, yes, Odd things always happen to me!!!!!!!!!!! hahahahah Well, I've never lived that kind of situation!!! so i guess i had to behave like everything is cool, but his face his expression, Does he do the same to all the women that talk to him? it's ok to be faithful, I would love to have a guy who can be faithful but pardon me!! he looked ridiculous, anybody would think that i was asking him to go to a Motel or asking him to dance with me? i was just starting to talk to him in front of lots of people who were in the same line like us, we weren't alone!!!!!!!! and I wasn't all over him!!!! so what is the fuss?? Man, Calm down!!! it was so funny!! of course i thought: Man he has a girl, and she wasn't a girlfriend, she was a fiance, Something serious. And i thought ok, if i quit talking to him, he would think that i just wanted to be with him, and it wasn't like that, either. So, i said it's ok, we can talk for while, and maybe become friends and just that. I'm going to throw myself to him or something. I'm not that kinda of girls, I always respect guys who have girlfriends and fiances 'cos like i said b4 i wouldn't like that abitch came along and ruin my relationship with my guy, so i didn't want to be a bitch.
So, after what he said, I just I smiled, and I said: that´s great!! congrats!! (hahahahaha)i'm not hypocrite, I just accepted his condition. And well, i was glad actually 'cos it was like my sister's story. So I said, My sister got married with an aussie guy and she lives in Australia now, and They both went to Brazil once. And he saw me and got the idea that didn't want anything with him, 'cos if i would have known that he wasn't engaged i would have not talk to him, so i won't make him feel uncomfortable, but why did he feel uncomfortable? Maybe women doesn't speak to him, so I'm the only one that he could say that line, and he got scared hahahhhaha, or maybe he slept with another woman and he has the concience dirty, and that's why he acts like that. Or maybe he is afraid of women because he doedn't want to fall in one of them, but hey, why he would be afraid of me?? why did he feel so threatened? he didn't like me, Did he? 'cos when i like somebody i would feel threatened !! so maybe he likes me and that's why he was looking at me!!! and that's why he feels that way. Or maybe he thought oh, this woman is ugly and no no, don't talk to me!! thank GodI'm engaged, so i will tell her that and she will go scared away. No, no i don't think that would happen. hahhahhha Okay, the good thing is that he got to know that i respect his love life. So, I guess he would be in peace. Well, we started to talk a lot, and i aked by the way what is your name? and he said oh Matt and yours i said Ursula, sorry i forgot to ask you your name, nice to meet you, nice to meet you, too i said. I asked him so you are with a hot brazilian girl? that's good, that's the dream of lots of guys, 'cos they are beautiful girls and he said smiled. After that I asked him, when are you going to marry her? i don't know he said/ but you are going to see her, i asked him and he said yes it's my third time, now. 1st one i met her and now we are going to see her, and i said, that must be hard, you know when you say good bye and go back to ur country, my sister lived that with Ben. After that, he was the first of being attended after him other guy called me so i went there to check my flight to Lima, He was looking at me. After that i went to have a sit and he came and said: you know what I'm going to see if i get to go in this plane, 'cos it seems i had a problem with this flight, i said oh really? that's so annoying, and he said what are u going to do? and i said I'm going to go change this australian money to american dollars 'cos in Peru i can't do it, and after that I'm going to check my email in one cyber cafe? and after that i'm going to the music store to check some cd's and he said ok, and i said: well, go to do your stuff and see ya around. and he said, sure, I'll be near here. So, Cya.

So, i changed my currency and i went to the cyber cafe, i wrote my sister and my aunt a letter, and after that i went to the music store and there wasn't any cd from Australia!!! Grrrr well, after that i went to the toilets and when i go out i saw him waiting and trying to go in that plane, I wished that he could go, And after that i asked him very far away from him, Are you going in this plane? and he said no, After that he came to me and he told me: No, i have to wait 1 hour and a half for the next one, i thought bummer, he is so excited of seeing his fiance and he had to wait, and he asked when do ur plane leave? and i said you shouldn't complaint, I have to wait 5 hours, and he said 5, shit! and i said yeah! So I asked him Did you have lunch in all this time? and he said no, You? i said no, Do you want to have lunch and i said yes, I'm hungry!! so we started to look for a good place to eat, and meanwhile he asked me did you find something that you like in the music store? and i said no, nothing really and he said oh, and i told him, the cds are very expensive and there aren't cds of the music that i heard in Australia. and he said oh, and i keep saying: i tried to buy one cd in new zealand 'cos it's cheaper, but when i tried to change the money they didn't want to 'cos my plane was going out in 15 minutes, so i couldn't. the lady was a bitch, and he laughed. After that he asked me what cd were you going to buy? i said hoobastank and he didn't know and he told me i don't know, maybe i heard it and i don't know the name. so he wanted me to sing it, and i said no way. But i don't know maybe it was a regular conversation between friends but i felt like we were flirting without knowing it, So i tried to take care myself 'cos he is engaged, Poor the girl and worst Poor me, 'cos he wil go to see her and I'll be very far away from him, no no, no ilussions, But i felt like We clicked, we liked the same stuff, and we went to have lunch and he invited me, we talked, he introduced me tw old guys, aussie friends that he made in the plane, and one of the guys told me you are peruvian, how do u know i said? and he said for your accent? I thought what? so we had our accent, I always wanted that someone could do our accent and show us, but i've never found that person, and he said, I lived in Peru for 2 years working in one mine , and my brother is married with one Peruvian girl. I said oh, good!!! and i told him about my sister and Ben.
So we were talking they were in the next table, Matt took his Ralph magazines where were lots of women and show it to the guys and i said oh all aussie are the same, ben has the same magazines in the toilet, he said really? and he laughed and i said yes, Ralph and surfing life, 'cos he is a surfer, After that he asked me Do you have a boyfriend, and i said smiled thinking no!! and he said oh i ask you 'cos you know i have a fiance and you maybe have a boyfriend, in Peru or Australia I didn't take it like he wanted to know for himself. but he thought that i thought that, Why? he was so high strong, he wasn't that comfortable talking about that subject. Men!
Well, I said no, and he said did u like a guy in Australia? And i said yes, but he has a girlfriend so i couldn't see him, and he said oh geez and he looked to the floor, i could tell that he thought same situation like now. Maybe he didn't think that but i don't know.
After that I asked him, do u have pictures of your fiance? and he said yes, and he showed me when he did it, i almost laugh, i can't believe it, his girl looked like me a little bit, I was his type!!! hahahahah now i understand. Long Curly hair, tan, (cute!!) hahahhahhahahaha
So, I said she is cute, and he said yeah!!
After that i told him, hey i have some cd's that i bought and i opened my bag and showed him, jet powderfinger and the john butler trio he like the last one more than the first one. And he told me i brought just one cd and he showed me when he did it, I wanted to laugh again. It was the cd that i wanted to buy and i couldn't. (Beside of hoobastank) and it was the best one, the number one of the charts, Spiderbait, I loved the song blackbetty!! there were so amny things in common. Grr... it was a shame!!! and I told him, oh i love that band, and he said really? yes, this is the band who was the video of the black car, i that moment i was so screwed up that i couldn't say blackbetty, i don't know if i don't remember, but it was the first thing it came up from me, and he said oh blackbetty, and i thought geezzzzzzzzzzz!! and i said yes.
After that i was putting my cds away and i saw my album and i told him, hey would u like to see my pics of brisbane? he said yes, and he started to see the pics, and he said you have a nice body i was talking to the old guys, so i was distracted, but i heard what he say so i thought and said without wanting too what??? and he got blushed, and he said oh, your sister and you have good bodies, and i said oh, well... we're okay. And he kept looking at the album and he said this is your brother in law, and i said yes, and he said yes he looked surfer, and i said yes, he loves to surf in bell's beach, he said really? yes, i went there, and it's nice, i went to torquay and it's great for shopping and he said you know there, i said yes, you know some clubs, yes, the motel, boutiquet, icon, he said, yes i went to the motel and icon , and boutiquet too, he said how we didn't meet before? we could go out, and i said yes and he asked me so you have pics of you in melbourne i said no this time, and he said oh, and he kept looking at the pics and he said: you have a nice body how come you say that brazilians have good body like you doesn't have a nice one, I got embarrased, blushes*** I said oh, well, i don't know, and he got blushed, too.

After that we finished lunch and I asked him, hey do u have email? and he gave me his, and i he said when you write me i'll add you back, i guess he didn't want his fiance found my email so i said ok, and he said, when you go back, we can go out, hopefully you will come back to Australia and i said yes, but if i'm not yes, and you egt married at least maybe my ssiter can get to know your wife and become friends, 'cos they have some many things in common, she speaks portuguese like her, and they are almost the same age and same with you and Benjamin, you know, maybe you can go out the two couples! it'd be nice, my sister doesn't have so many friends yet. and he said, of course... but he insisted saying but if you come, we can go out, i'll take you to dance and i'll introduce you to my friends, and i said, yes!! cool. and he watched his watch and he said hey,i liked all these blah blah, that we did, time passed evry fast, it was very nice. It was time for him to leave, And he said well, i'm going to see my tickets now and I said well, I'm going to the toilets, so we went and we came back and he said, well, I wished you the best, i hope you ca get a job and study something that you like, take good care of you all right. I said, you, too. have fun and be very good with your fiance.
After that, he went to the line and i went to see him and wave him saying good bye, and he said goo bye and he left, since then i didn't write him, I came here and i don't know if i should, every thing started kinda casual, but he might feel full again with his fiance, so i don't know, i don't know what to do, I like him, but i don't want to screw his relationship, of course who am i to screw soemone's relationship, So i don't over steem myself but anyway, there was something in there, at least i think so, well I felt it from me. But i might write him, you've never know, but i don't want to do something that could make another girl unhappy. no no.


I love maroon's song, i listening to it in Australia and Now, in Peru.

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[12 Jul 2004|12:27am]
[ mood | sad ]

Well, the last days of my staying in Australia weren't very nice, I applied for the New zealand visa a month ago, 'cos my cousin Ruth invited me to go there, so i applied and i have to wait maximum 10 working days, that it'll be 2 weeks and half maximum, in all that time i went to the post office to know if i get my passport back or a letter of the embassy asking more info, but nothing, i called on thursday and they said that they don't even check my file, 'cos they were busy, that it was a busy season, with full of applications, so i got worried about it and the girl told me that i should call next wednesday, and i will know the desicion about my visa, i needed to know as soon as i can 'cos if i don't get the visa, i needed to change my flight to Peru again, so i called the day that she told me, the same day that my cousin Daniel was coming back to sydney, i was in the airport, i was thinking i might know if i get the visa of not, but i was so sad, 'cos i wanted to go to sydney, too. And this application made me to stay longer in victoria, and the worst thing is that the new zealand embassy was in sydney, but i wasn't going to sydney for a month, so that's why i sent my passport, so when i ge it back, i'll flight to sydney, and i will stay there for a while and after that go out of Australia from there. But when i called the same girl answer mr and tell me, that i didn't get any answer yet, 'cos i didn't show my information, what info i said?, the info that we asked u by the letter that we sent after you called, didn't you get it? i was oh no.. (she didn't tell to check my mail that week, she said to just call when i called last week) she said that i'll have to change my flight for flying later. So, we came back, i said good bye to Danny, very fast and we left, after that we got the letter that says i need to show intensives that i want to comeback to my country, and that would be letters, and i have to translate to english with an official translator, and i needed to get an appoinment and that'd be next week and the papers have to be emailed, 'cos the official translator have to see that everything is legal, so i got crazy 'cos it'd be more time, and i had just a week to go out from australia b4 my visa expires, so i present what i had, but the date wasn't good, so my application was declined. I'm such a dufus i should have showed more info b4, and go to see the post office and realized about the date of my uncle.
so, i changed my flight and i got my passport and i went to Sydney for 2 days, i stayed in my aunt's Marcela's, Danny's mom and i felt uncomfortable 'cos i couldn't stay longer, i could get used to it, i couldn't enjoy, i couldn't see my aunties and friends, i just could see my aunt antonieta besides my auntie Marcela, and i went to the opera house and had a drink a baileys in the opera bar looking at the harbour bridge, but at least i spend a few days with my cousins, Nat and Dannie and my auntie and uncle. i lost my days in Sydney 'cos of the NZ visa for nothing, I'm not going to go even to New zealand, to make it worth it, all the time i was thinking that i was going to new zealand and now i gotta think that i have to comeback my country sooner of what i thought i was.
well, that wasn't the saddest part, the saddest part it was saying good bye to my sister, we got so united, again. and now get apart, we cried a lot.
well things happen for a reason.

i gotta go now


Ursie

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[05 Jul 2004|11:52pm]
[ mood | amused ]

well, This weekend, Carla and I, we went to Melbourne by our own, without the guys, they rather stayed and work like macho men they think they are...
Well, we had so much fun. So it was good!!!
Carla and i went to the movies of the crown casino, and we watched the day after tomorrow, it wasn't the best, but it was entertaining.
after that we went to Jenna's to sleep. Next day we woke up at 10 am, and we went to the dick wicks store to buy my auntie Carmen a blanket that is good for people who suffer of arthritis, and well, after that we went to kfc drive thru and bought some food, and we ate it on the way to torquay, My favorite place to buy some clothes, i bought two roxy skirts and one undie XD and we bought one t shirt for Daniel as a present for him, and another one that he was going to pay for both were very nice!

Well, after shopping we went back to city of Melbourne. We saw a beautiful sunset on the way to jenna's house, when we get there, we changed and We went to Boutique's night club, and I loved it, When we were in the entry we saw the actor from neighbours, no Jay Bunyan, I wish!! it was the guy who plays as a policeman, who is friend of Scott, the bestman of my sister's husband, so my sister expected that Scott was going to be around since we saw his friend, and we actually ran into him. Well, Scott likes to hang out with famous people, he is friend of Rob Mills, the guy who had an affair with Paris Hilton (oh by the way, I heard that Paris loves going to Boutique. well, i wanted to go but my sister didn't want to 'cos i heard about this night club in wild on on E! so I wanted to go, and it was a good tip'cos it's the best one of Melbourne) well, Ben told me that Scott doesn't sing, act, or dance, or play an instrument, but he knows lots of ppl who does, and i told him, yes but he could be famous, too he could be a great host, and it's truth, he was great on Carla and Ben's wedding, he is very funny, he could even better than Rove. XD Well, we ran into Scott, but he was very pretencious!!! He almost acted like he didn't know us, he just said hi and he went straight to see his famous friend who were dancing with lots of girls around him, i was like ok man! easy easy! i really laughed! XD the actor was in his glory with two or sometimes three at the same time, he must have thought I'm the king of the world! he was a real jerk, hahaha!

Well, I was dancing, and all of the sudden, this cute guy came along, i liked him, he was cute, nice smile, nice eyes, brown hair, nice skin, and he saw me, and he did a sign like he was drawing my body like a bottle or a guitar, and he smiled and well, I laughed, but he got kinda upset 'cos I didn't show more interest, but i thought we are just starting, and it was kinda funny, but he wanted something quick, a quickie, i guess. So, he went for it with another girl 'cos i didn't want that, the girl wasn´t that cute... geezz!! so, it was his lost! but he started dancing behind her, until got very closed to her butt, they looked so perved, it was like, okay, get a room!!!!!!
But, No, no, he wanted me to make me jelaous, and when i was dancing, he got closed to me and start annoying me, something like you will pay bitch for rejecting me!!, he started to dance and he didn't let me dance, until he bumped at me with his butt until i turned around, and his friends were waiting to take me a picture all annoyed or like they were thinking that i was super jelaous, Idiots!!
The guys wasn't the only one, his friends start annoying me, one of them talked to me, and say that he liked me, and i was like get outta here jerk!!!and all of them sudden he and the othet idiot came and hugged me and try to take a picture and i hide myself and pushed them, urrrrghhhhhhh! I was so mad, and the guy started to dance with the same girl and after that with another with short hair who was ugly and after that with another one who was even uglier, and he was looking at me, but i tried not to look at him, but my sister gave me all the info, the guy was such a loser, what did he think ? did he think that i was going decide of being with him because of the fear of losing him, or for jelaousy? After all the show that he did, What did he tghink that i was a loser without pride who was going to throw in his arms after being acting like an idiot and flirting and rabbing with all these women. oh there are men who doesn't know women at all. There were lots of guys in the nightclub, he wasn't the only one!!!! and even if he was the only one, i would not be with a guy like that. well, in the end, the uglier one who looked like a witch) was getting closed to him, i was happy for her!! good for you witch! haahhhahahahahahahhahahahha!! I'm such a bitch sometimes!! well, everything was perfect for the ugly girl until the girl who has short hair came and took him away from the ugly girl and started dancing with him, and my sister told me so i turned around and yes, it was truth and she kissed him, So, he was right, there are stupid losers who get jelous, and his trick resulted!! I was amazed!! They stayed together all night, and the ugly girl stayed alone, and sad. Poor girl!!
Well, I wasn't with a guy either, but i was fine, i didn't need that guy, and I wasn't sad, it was good that i didn't show him more interest, 'cos i could know how stupid he was, but of course I was looking my prince, oh there he was..
yeah!!!!! i saw him, he was so cute, tall, blonde, blue eyes, nice arms, nice torax, he was perfect!!!! he was the barman!!!!!!!! such a sexy guy who should have been in one episode of sex and the city!!!!!! well, the thing is that i said to my sister, oh carla, who wanted to buy drinks for us, Carla, look at him!! go and ask him for the drinks, he has to attend us, and she said, Geezz, he is handsome, and i was, i know, what i am going to do? tell me!! I wanted to cry!!!! hahahahha, she told me you can't do nothing, but we were in line and another bartender attended us, a barmaid!, i was so dissapointed, so we went after a while, and we were waiting for someone to attend us, and i don't know how but i turned and there he was looking at me mE, mEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!! and he smiled, and i was speechless, i couldn't talk, i was like, oh, oh, oh my god!!! ooh !!! ( I don't know what i am going to do if i get to know Brad Pitt but i think I'll stay mute forever!! hahahaha i cancel what i said about the mute part just in case!!)And my sister was with me but she didn't look, so i thought for a while and i decided to be brave and talk to him, so i asked him, what time is it? he answered, and i couldn't listen, it was worst, now i didn't listen, that's a big illness, i got so dumb for him, and my sister asked what time did he tell it was? And i was in another world, oh gosh, i'm such a loser!!! and my sister was calling me Ursula, Ursula, and i said, uh huh, and she said what time did he say it was? i don't know i didn't listen, after that he looked at me, and he left, and my sister decided to smoke a cigarette, so she asked a barman who was lighting his own cigarette, if he could do the same for her, and he did, menawhile, i thought, this guy looked latin or from Arabia, 'cos he was tan, so i asked where are you from? and he said from here, but i have latin roots and he said i think you bot aren't from here, and we said no, we are from Peru and he said really?? no shit! i can't believe it, i don't know, he was surprised, like a big coincidence, or a big tramp has been set up for him, and he said my mom is from peru, and i was like oh really? but he started to get very cuddling, so i thought these guy has sweet latin roots or he wants to hit on us, and he is lying about Peru, just for that, but my sister told me no, i think he is gay, and i said ok, now it has more sense!! and i asked him if he knew Peru and what parts just for being sure and he said, yes, and he said i went 5 times, i went to miraflores, Lima and cuzco, and i said shit it's truth, well, we talked and my cutie came and he was upset, he must have thought i'm a slut, 'cos i was talking to his co worker and distracting him of his job, he talked to Barry, the latin boy and he said i gotta go to work. So he left.

And the club got closed so we went to say good bye to Barry, we changed emails, and stuff and I was walking out and i saw my barman!! and he passed by me and sees me and wink on me, and i was oh!! i couldn't believe it!! so i decided to make a move!! or something so he was a few steps forward and i called him Excuse! and he turned around and came to me, and i was so embarrased, what do i say?? lost of questions came to my mind! do u have a girlfriend? what are you going to do after this? maybe we can go to a pub? what is your telephone number? what do u do tomorrow? why you have to be so cute and sexy??????? but none of them were good!! i can't say any of these questions!! so I told him Nothing! (Besides I gave up, it wasn't worth it it was my last day in Melbourne, next day i wasn't going to be there, so it's almost impossible that something could happened from there, it was too late to know a guy!! it was going to be just a bad thing, 'cos he works in that club, his job is being a barman, a pro one, and he is cute, and there are lots of cute girls and some slutty, too. So he would be with one of them and i would be with a broken heart!! so i said : nothing.. and he grabbed my arms and look at me, like trying to look inside of me, and smile and he looked again and say are u sure, like giving me the chance, giving me a push but i didn't know so i said, yes, don't worry! and he said okay, see ya, and i said see ya!! urrrrgh I'm such a dufus!!! i lost my chance!! i always lose my chance but i always think he could say something, too. but he didn't. Oh it's a lost case.
I wanted to come back and ask him something but i didn't i couldn't, it's not who i am, this is not the way i want, so i left and when i got to jenna's i was sad!! and more when i realized that i could at least in that moment, what is your name? it was so smele!! his name, it wasn't a slutty question or something, how i could be so idiot and not think of that!!! but even if i started a conversation, he was going to leave me, he had to work, close to the cash machine and stuff. But i could get his number, at least his name, but it's hopeless now.

Next day we woke up and we came back to the farm, I wanted to come back to that club that night 'cos it was open and i couldn't, Carla had things to do, and well Daniel was going to cook a dinner for us, i was thinking bloody Daniel!! Poor Daniel he didn't deserve that, he is such a good kid, I love him a lot, but he screwed my chance, well, it was my fault, not his. I blew my chance one day b4.
Besides Daniel made my days there, i wasn't the third wheel anymore... well, i still was but he was the 4th so i wasn't alone. XD Besides a hope came to me, i got barry's email and maybe he can tell me something more about my prince but it'd be almost impossible that he can make me contact with him, i don't think he would remember me.


So i went back to the farm, and we had a nice meal, Daniel cooked spaguetti with tuna, and it was nice.

And the house was perfect, just as much i left it, not a mess!! I was proud of the guys!!! and carla and i showed Daniel his t shirts and he loved them!! it was good, well, he have nice taste!! hahahaa

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[02 Jul 2004|12:12am]
[ mood | frustrated ]

Well, i invited to Monique to have dinner with us, I was going to cook but in the end Carla did, I just cooked the rice. Well i invited Monique 'cos she is a nice girl, we've been in contact my msn messenger all the time when i was in Peru and she sent me the stickers for my room as a gift, so i said i have to do something nice for this girl, but the last time that we talked, when she came to see me 'cos i came to Australia again. And i didn't see her for like a month of being in Australia so i felt kinda guilty it's just that i always forgot and when i remember i didn't have her number, and the same happened to my aunties in sydney, i didn't call them for a while 'cos i always have to do something so i forgot, Well, that time i invited Monique to see each other again and catch up in Berenice's barbecue, and I gave her a chullo as a present, but it was so weird, our friendship became weird, i didn't know what to talk to her, and we had a major problem, she is not good talking, you ask her something and she answers you with a short answer in a very nice way, but annoying, 'cos you want to make a conversation of two!!, not just me, and talk about me!! and two people should talk about themselves and give their opinions about other, i don't know whatever, i felt so stupid, so i felt sad, 'cos in the msn messenger she was good at talking!! and i don't think she was mad at me 'cos i don't see her sooner, 'cos she looked cool.
Well, this time i thought, i always insisted Daniel to meet Monique, but he couldn't so this was the best time, they are almost the same age so they would talk about their things, maybe it was me, an old woman hahahaha, well, besides i want them to hit it off. And monique will think I'm nice 'cos i invited her to have dinner with us, So I cooked the rice, i made the house to look wonderful, i put scent, and stuff, and some snacks, and oh no!!!!!! the rice, it was burning, it was too late, so i started to make a new one, but there wasn't enough, and the house smell horrible and Monique came and saw everything, I couldn't even changed!! i was like a mess, and my sister was oh my god the only thing that i let you to do, and you ruin it!! and i'm a good cooker, it could happen to anyone!! i said: no, it's just.. i was screwed. Ben and Daniel came, Daniel went to got changed, and Carla and Ben went to have a bath and i was a lone with mOnique, I was the host, but i didn't know what to talk to her, it was so uncomfortable, i need help!!!!
i put some latin music and i show her how we dance, hahahahhahhahha i felt like a clown trying to entertain a kid, very idiot clown!! what did she think of me? oh gosh, but i had to break the ice!!!! and Daniel was toking so long, he was embarrased, so i made him to come, and he was embarrased, so not even with daniel, i made her to speak!! so carla came and say dinner is ready and we served and after that carla say in spanish to me, okay ursula we have to talk!! so she started to talk and i did, and after that carla and i went to the kitchen and she said you were right Ursula, this girl doesn't talk, why?? and Danny doesn't help either!!!!
and well, Carla made our night teling stories and well, after a while everything became easier, and funny and after a while we drove Monique to her house and
next day Daniel ask me things about MOnique? like how old is she? so i annoyed him, ooh MObnique, you liked her, and i screwed 'cos he got embarrased and he said she's nice, just that.

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Daniel!!!!! [30 Jun 2004|08:19pm]
[ mood | amused ]

My cousin Daniel came, it was so funny!! he came to do some work experience in the farm for his school, and well, he stayed with us, he slept in my room in the double bed, meanwhile i slept in the other bed.
First day I tried to sleep but nothing, and why?? 'cos Daniel snores like a lion!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! oh my God!!!!!!!!!!!
4 am and nothing, until i don't know how i felt asleep and wake up at 8 oclock!! 4 hours, 4 hours!!!!!!!!!!! :( I didn't say anything to Daniel or anyone, i didn't want him to be embarrased, Poor kid, oh wait ...Poor meE!!!
Next night...
Crittersita, Carla's dog was so in love with Daniel that left her parents to sleep with me, 'cos Uncle Daniel was in there, I told her, ok! come, but I'm telling you, you won't sleep.
She came to my room, we turned off the lights, i was there, and no noise, no snores, and i was like ok Daniel you are making me look bad in front of this dog, and the bloody dog felt asleep, after 15 minutes, the snoring machine starts, i was under my sheets and i felt, i heard actually Crittersita waking up, and starts to be scared, like she wanted to know what's going on? is the end of the world or something? she started to walk in the room and cry, and she went to the door and started to cry and scratch the door, in that moment, i couldn't help it anymore, i started laughing under my sheets and i got up and say i told ya!!! so i went to Carla's room and i started to call her, Carla, Carla, she woke up and say shhh!!! what happened and i told her don't u hear him? shhh listen to Daniel he is snoring, and i laughed, and she listened to him, and i told her about crittersita how she woke up from her deep dream and got scared!!!! so she told me, okay go there and wake him up and tell him that he is snoring, i said no, but i did it and nothing, he was so asleep!! i couldn't in the end. So my brave sister went to see the beast and wake him up, saying Daniel, baby you are snoring, Daniel, daniel, so he opened his eyes just a little bit and got up, and sat on the bed, and my sister repeat the sentence and he opened his eyes again, but this time very wide, and looked at her and starts screaming, aaAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH, aaaaAAAAAAAAHHHHH!! it was very funn, it was like he got scared of seeing my sister's face!! I won't forget it, I wish i could have a camera in that moment, a kodak moment!!! I laughed !! Daniel made my night!! my sister said I've never felt so ugly and we laughed!!! after that she said, Daniel do u want water or something, and he said I'm fine, he went to sleep and he started to snore again, so in the end, i decided not to wake him up, I realized that he was like a sleep walker, when he got up, because sleep walkers screams and got scared when you wake them up, and it's even worse if you say its name they can lose their concience, i didn't know that, now i know, so i decided to take some pill to sleep until i got used to his snores, so i did.

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